A letter from Feb 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hey girllllssssss. right now its 7:53pm and jacey is laying next to me. i guess i feel worried about the future. im scared of the world. but another part of me is thrilled. i cant wait to see the world. travel, meet new people, try new foods, work different jobs, live the college life. i hope you’re doing well and you somehow have it planned out. because right now im so hoping its all okay and im not worried as much. well, here goes my questions. how was senior year? how was that first summer of being out of high school? favorite memory? did maria come down to fl? if so, what did yall do? i know jacey is school now, did he come down for the summer? god i hope yall are still together. he’s all i have right now and hes who ive been looking up to. cherish him. hows he enjoying his new life? any new dates? do you miss him with the new distance? i know i would. sooooo… school.. did you make up those credits? how long did it take? what gpa did you graduate with? sat score? have you decided on what you wanna do or what you wanna study? rn, idk. but, maybe a plastic surgeon or maybe an RN like mommy. did you get a car? what type? who bought it? how bad is that insurance everyone is yapping about? do you have a job? if so, what? hows eva? where is she at in her cute little life? hows kels? and everyone else in our little friend group? any new friends? hows mommy? and dad? and rj? is mommy working a new job? did we move? is rj doing better in school? is dad okay? hows our family? hows the kitty katttsttststststs? hows angel? any new people that you’ve met along the way that you would consider talking about in one of these? whats so special about them. new hobbies? new books? new hair? advice: DO NOT WEAR ANY ITCHY *** WIG AGAIN FAWWWKKKKK. ts was soooo itchy dawg like. you genuinely cannot make ts up. OMG MR NEIGERRRR WHERE HE ATTTTT??? hes so purrr. but thats all my little bird brain can think about right now. i dont know where you are at right now, i dont know if you will even see this, but i hope you knowing theres a letter i wrote for you thats on the way soon motivates you into finishing school and persuing your dreams. i pray for your safety, your peace, your family, your loved ones, your friends, your health. God has something very special for you mai. you gotta keep going. i know its gonna get sm harder than it is where im at rn, but you have to do it for me, for her. prove her wrong. you got this. i love you. good luck! xoxo - mai feb 3, 2024 8:10pm in my bed w jacey