A letter from Feb 04, 2024

Hi 17 year old me, How are you? Life has been pretty rocky recently. Living sucks right now. A lot of things have happened since my last letter. I know i wrote a letter for my 18th, and i find that a letter for my 17th would be nice. 17 years of living sounds lonely. Do you remember today? Nothing very eventful happened today really, and i was in my bed most hours of the day, especially since this banging headache tailed after me. I finished the maze runner trilogy. Newt died. So did that ***** Teresa. But oh well, i didn’t like her much. Anything gone on with F1? What season would that be? Ah, you would’ve finished the years season. Just 3 days ago on the 1st did Hamilton get announced to be moving to Ferarri. Are you excited about that? Tell me Max has gotten his 4th wdc. I’d laugh at the tifosi and merc fans lol. But maybe i shouldn’t say that to curse max’s chances. How are the family? Everyone’s health okay? How are your girls? Nafisa, Maryam, Aleeza, yknow, your girls. How’s college too? Hopefully you’ve made new friends or set your eyes on some people. Well is there anyone you’ve got your eyes on? Tell me then duhhh!! Have you gotten a job? Say you have because i’m money crazy as it is. Oh yes and you’re gcses. Bless, i’m sure you did well since you’ve been revising into exhaustion. I don’t want to ask this, but how are those people? The slag and the cheater ofc. You’re friends with the slag at this point of your life, but i find it hard to forgive the cheater. Maybe you have, maybe you haven’t. I won’t beg for you to do one or the other, i just want to make sure we’re okay now. That we’re at peace. And if you’ve gotten yourself in some other boy drama, (e.g looking for reasons to not leave or dismiss ****) then i suggest you reflect using this letter. I love you a lot girl. Stay safe, and stay thinking you’re the ****. xo, gossip girl <3