A letter from January 21st, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I decided to write this letter after I read another one doing the same.It it hard for me to write it because it's about my future and stuff.
Right now I'm 15 years old, living in Mexico.When you see this you'll be turning 18, it is closer than I thought it was.
You know we have been dreaming about being owners of a business, and living in NYC, even though a lot of people have told us that it is almost impossible to acomplish it.
I guess I'm not expecting to be living there when I turn 18, but who knows! right?
You are finishing (or already finished) high school, and I don't even know how it is, or how it went for us, are we popular? are our classmates nice?
I'm scared it won't be that way, that they'll laugh or smth.
I also hope you're already getting your own money because knowing your procrastinator way of life, I wouldn't be surprised if you aren't.
Do we have our own car? Are we still living with our parents?
Do you have social media (Instagram etc.) because my parents won't allow it to me rn...
Do you have a girlfriend? I hope so, that would be nice :)
I want you to remember that you are worth it, I know it may be hard (unless you are mature enough already...) to blend in sometimes, but as the saying goes: "You can't be expected to blend in when you were born to stand out".
What about our constant perfeccionism? Did we get rid of it?.
I wouldn't be sad if it's still there, I mean is part of who we are, right?
I hope you didn't fall in the hands of alcohol or tobacco yet, you are now ready, it is the perfect time to start (not tobacco though, do not).
Well, I hope you're living your life as we should, remember I love you so much, I can't promise I won't do something you'll regret, but meh, I guess I'm just a memory for you.
Our future is in your hands. Love, January 21st 2024 you.
P. S: Let's hope both our parents are still there hahahakakajslasks