A letter from Jan 14, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Im sending this to you on your 18th birthday. but hello My name is Malachi, I am 15 years old and my pronouns are he/him in all honesty I don't know if I will ever see this letter because im really really struggling at the moment and I'm not sure wether I hope I see it or I hope I don't, either way. how you doing. you living with mikayla? are you guys even still friends, what about Micheala and Bella, I hope you are. Do you listen to will wood still? how about McCafferty or the front bottoms? Do you still play bass and gutair? or have you learnt any new instruments? You're graduating this year, how does that feel, is it as scary as it feels right now. I'm scared future me, I don't know whats going to happen, but you do, I hope it went well because I can't go through any more hardships. I don't know if I hopw you're safe but I do hope someone reads this and answer's my questions anyway.