Um. Hi?

Hey me. I decided to write this because I just got one in my GMail inbox from last year. I was like, whoa. And I didn't even say anything worthwhile. In fact, most of it was just me ranting about some girl named Brittany, who I had totally forgotten about since. Gee, I wonder why I forgot about her. Possibly because I am already in love. With the most amazing girl on the planet, that's definite. Hopefully you know who I am talking about, but, if something has happened, I am talking about Megan Clarice Neubauer. She's the most amazing person I have ever met, and she is the first love of my life. Looking back at that other letter, the one from 2005, I wrote that I loved Brittany. Um, that is so not true. In the short time of one year, I figured out what the word love actually means. And, I didn't have that for Brittany. I don't really remember much of what happened, but I still know that I didn't have LOVE for her. Love is a huge word, and being truly in love with Megan has made me realize that she is indeed my first love, and I am so happy for that, because I know I will remember her for the rest of my life, and I know that there is no one else on earth that I would want to remember for that long. People say things about us. They see our love. They know it's real. They say things. I've heard so many things. People think we are either going to last a very, very, very long time, or forever. It's already been ten weeks, and I know for a fact that they have been the best ten weeks of my life. I am really in love with her. And I love it. I look into the future, and see her next to me. Everyday. I know, that's probably pretty unlikely, but. I don't care. I think about that. She is who I want to be with. Forever. Hopefully. By reading this, you are happy. If you are happy, congratulations on two years with an amazing girl. If you aren't. Well. I know we are still best friends. And. I couldn't think of a better best friend.