A letter from Dec 31, 2023

happy birthday to u 🎂 may you be granted the happiest 19th in ur life, how is ur life? ur study? is everything okay? please remember, if there is nobody gives u any greeting then i'll be the one who says so, u may not have reliable person in ur life, but one thing i always be there for u in every obstacles, sooner or later people may come and go, but only yourself will stay. in this happiest day, i hope all ur wishes come true, u don't need any permission to ur past self if u want to make huge changes again, okayy. i just want u to smile again, just like u did in last year, u went to bali, had a great trip, watched movies, and many more. maybe ur not typical person who can easily adapt in relationship, so i will not blame u for not having a partner haha. just stay single as long as u want, it doesn't matter if u see ur close friends started dating or whatever just ignore them and pretend not to see it. and have u ride ur motorcycle by yourself? i'm really curious 🤨 and have u get your driver license? and do you ride it safely? i wonder, that's amazing if it's become true, i'll be glad to see it cause u know i'm bad at physical things right? please let me know through ur pink notebook, the one u bought at kkv hehe. oh yeah one more, how's ur relationship with her? where does she go? are u still in the same faculty with her? is she staying in jogja? or she goes back to jabar? i hope at this year, at this age, u will not perform any signs of that called bi/l things again, it just makes everything harder and there is no point anymore since u can't gain any benefit of it. please stay normal, i don't mind if u still read that things but please, don't let it influenced ur life okayy happy birthday to uuu, happy birthday to uuu, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to uuu 🎂