A letter from Dec 31, 2023 (28 years old)

Hi 30 years old me. How does it feel to finally be 30 years old? I barely feel like I am in my late 20s (and many people still say you look like a college student!!). I wonder if you still feel like a kid on the inside. Have I cultivated some of the seeds from my 28th? Whether it may be food blogging, Youtubing of anything, drawing, Jirei Kei, art or some sort of creative writing. Have I made something of myself in at least "Master" rank of these areas? 28 was a year of healing. Through therapy, learned the importance of being kind to yourself and allow yourself to feel and accept the reality of situations. The you from 28 is working 3 days a week at ATC and still somewhat of a kid, living at home and not having to worry so much about life. You're also single AF lol. Deep down, you really want to be loved and be accepted for who you are. Still have yet to find a partner who will do that (Maso was a potential but right now its looking bleak). You feel self-conscious about your appearance and considered to be very average. You want to have a glow-up and impress others and most of all, yourself on reaching your potential. This was the year of constant in-house and gaming for you. It was fun. Very fun and relaxing. But I hope you're onto better things that require more of your attention now. And that gaming is less of a priority for you. I wish you a happy 30s. Live it without regret and just go do the things you've always wanted to do. Life is becoming too short to regret. Don't think too much about it because that's what happened in the 20s and it became a stagnant cycle. Just do what you want and like. gogo. :)) GLHF IN YOUR 30S!!