A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Etrytp ti d'i llwe ays. .
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I this can ’rueoy i iyenetflid reecdvie eedsrepds now ttah llfinay ltel that tel,ert uoy.
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Yuo ti rdeziael yet sjut atvneh’. Bertet thye aer tath i gtse but dna kown smiet it othgu smee. Eyrsa diea dslho snet ouy oyu uoy tsih evha uto ielf erteh eht nda in truefu retetl for tahw no. Ripphea euyr’o osprne a. Yreo’u nvee a di’ espnro say terebt. Ounttnaeuyfrl lislt hatt tmdnoieen aitxnye reeht oyu is. Ticy uyro ngimvo os vue’oy neo eppole exitnya edrnefitf hgborut but etm an tis’ ot mngaae rmoe hatn lno’wtud yb a a yaaw i lcsoai ouy oyu ays. Idenrfs made wne uv’eyo. Yo’evu esfirnd sa lewl tslo. Lal emess uavge iths yuo ot eyrv. ’otdn neidga sploi p,pirhea ouy rea i oy’euv ot nergye o,knw oruy uyo veetgnyihr anwt. Akbc giedan smile yuro veyou’. Apts ahs kbac mofr ouy edrerpepaa nigyrhevet awendt yruo. Slao eahv hsitgn you eoms tlos. Plpeoe jtsu oems erindfs aaing nceo ton dan. A tnd’id eradd fo futeur esnse eidagn uoyr ’evuyo brefoe for itexs hatt. Asol ouy uoy doshl uev’oy wehn loko urutfe teh feysroul eb endatw nda wysala itsme ot lfee the dwoern twha tub ta ees enomeos ouy stol rm,rrio ta in. ’sshe gater and vnilegov uwforelnd no smslie slitl she dna nda she dna pesrno hsa mnziaga si dan ses’h llo mkpaeu atht. Uyo her dowul voel. Love hemt uoy dlwou. Ueyv’o laso bnee zaingronig mreo. Oassner in olvniedv ont yuo kaet eanrptr eargselrd,s ea,mnyro atrtnsig i,mytoumcn euabesc cbka aer ibuld btu uoy eutosvrppi aer a uoy rvey cna tihw dah o’yuer a hetse so yuo ’uoeyr hgeeotrt het and lla oyu utb fsrae ot tlils u’oeyv dsifren ecaf ruyo ’ryeou tyertp ni reom howm optpsur and neagimi fo nokwret oyu hatn oillpayiltc eolepp erom adh helnipg godo you a nedo tnhe sienc tciy ot aevh yoru fnialniac hcum abekr. You imetnge uroy sha hatt d’i ysa yrlclae mteh meda lief be,rett. Of dot’n ihst etf,r lal ’dton to asy cpain. Elhp oncigm si. I’st gconmi ckiqu. I uoy eovl. Wehosr atek a oyu osno huelylopf,. .
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Truufe yoru lesf.
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P. U’lyol dersovic s : oxvl. :) oul’ly ni nwok abt?uo o’dnt mi’ oyuflrse see for ntaklig a efw awht.

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