A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Say tpetry lwel 'di ti. .
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Eeesrddps i tyleiiendf yruoe’ i dirvecee ,ttrlee ltle lfnaliy ihts that wno acn ouy thta.
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Et’vhna ti tsuj yte aeledriz yuo. Aer esme gset heyt rbteet ttha hogut utb it nokw i dna itsem. Diea lttere uyo snte for vhea ryase hte elif itsh in no wtha eethr erutfu hsldo out uyo and you. Eoyu’r pnesor reihpap a. Sepnor ysa id’ e’oryu enev a eerttb. Ayntixe lsitl etehr ttha dmneieotn uyo tyeulntrfuoan si. So oignmv erom ubt l’wdtnou a ruhtobg sya neo itcy ouyr yuo taenyix gaeamn thna tsi’ na laisoc vo’yeu i ot you redneffit eplpoe by a yawa etm. Nwe snrdefi ’euovy amde. Dierfsn ewll as veyo’u lots. To uoy ihst lal uvega eesms yvre. Rehppai, uoy ilpso ,ownk tevgreihny ot ear td’no ve’uyo ergyne i wtan you oury gednai. Igdane akcb ey’ovu smlei yuor. Psat uyro nieeythvgr neawtd apepeerard rmof ahs ouy bkca. Tsol alos osem evha uyo ghistn. Peoepl ton ujts ocen and enfdsri omse anaig. Xeist nsees erfuut eanigd uroy ofr of edadr ttha uovy’e refebo dtnd’i a. Leef wlyaas nwhe teh yeovu’ wnatde be rrmir,o ookl stol oyu ot ta nweodr uoy teism the solyuref tbu uyo trfueu dolhs ni ese eesomno and at osla hwta. Oll htat nosrpe anzgima ltisl es’sh gienlvvo dna upkema gtrae no is elmssi ehs and dna dan ehs ash lwdefunro adn ’eshs. Ovle rhe doluw uyo. Emht oyu olve ldouw. Bene zgogirnian uvyeo’ mreo olsa. Uy’evo of uyo avhe lhpineg tkea ni eploep dan wnekrot nsiec asesron a ncanlaiif ouy hda a tpreyt anc mhow a bkrea tbu are ouy face esfra mero tbu done nda ithw rmyoe,an ifrdesn nmuoiytcm, so sptporu meniiag uory ton eht are e’oyru ni abseuce ryuo clyilptalio you opuvtsreip ot hnet uoy oryue’ rrnpate dogo veyr ’yreuo oeghtert egrrle,sdsa muhc nigtastr oyu rome lal ckba evldivno than ibudl llits heset tiyc yuo to dah. Flie ouy adme has di’ ouyr yas rcylael hmet ebtetr, tath emtgine. Ft,re of ciapn ysa do’nt lla hits to ndt’o. Is plhe coignm. Uikqc it’s nmiogc. Evlo you i. Oyu erhwso of,uhlpyle teak onos a. .
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Feurut uroy fels.
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P. : s ecdoivsr ul’yol lxov. Otdn’ m’i kitnagl ?touab in u’ylol nokw lyfoerus fro twah :) a ese wef.

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