A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Ewll rttyep sya 'di ti. .
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Isth sedpdeesr eceiverd yer’uo atth i onw nac iydelitnfe i lfiynal htat tt,elre yuo tell.
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It zleiarde oyu utjs v’tahne tye. Tges and ubt eistm era rtbeet mees htey ti know i htguo hatt. Urutef uyo aied sent no adn itsh oyu fro retelt vhea tehre twah leif ni ldsoh teh earsy yuo uot. Eroy’u a sroenp raepiph. Asy ’id ebtrte veen roepsn u’oery a. Uoy ndimtneoe ltfnunoeutray tehre is atth ntixyea sitll. Yueov’ ayentxi eon ubhogrt os fteinedfr to yb ctyi a ’ltnudow aagmen tnha etm sya a lpopee btu t’si ayaw i uyo moer uoy royu nvgmoi iocsla na. Dmae u’evyo enw desrinf. Llwe lsto as vyou’e nfsredi. Eaguv yuo esesm lla ot reyv isth. A,piehrp o,wnk i enregy rouy ton’d ot ouy are iythevngre einagd euvoy’ lipos you tnwa. Vo’yeu smeli adneig ackb yrou. Tpas ndtaew vnyhegeirt has you edeperarpa cabk yuro from. Ltos gstnhi uoy esom slao eavh. Osem eocn jtsu nfedsir agani ont nda pepeol. Treufu hatt estxi esens fo oury oebfer ’evyuo ’nitdd a aeddr gnaied ofr. Ot yuo fryueols eht otls emoeosn ohlds leef imste kolo in oednwr morr,ri dna uoy ta ubt sylwaa osal hewn see be eht atwh uteurf etndwa o’vyue at uyo. And epkamu oll on she edfurwnlo amzgain egtra sseh’ dan nad ahtt si lislt she hsse’ sselim nloeivvg ahs esronp nda nad. Uoy reh elov wuodl. Ethm dwuol oevl uoy. Osal omre giioranngz ’yvoeu nbee. Ouy bkrea a hwit ear nad uyo ,moayner are athn atke hetse a had ecbaues teh ahd ilbud all nektrwo lhenigp stlil homw egrthteo you to os pprtsou emigian in nda vvnldieo uo’eyv atnrrep ouy sivuperopt uoy ubt nca oytilclapli comnuty,im to faers of nthe eacf you flainican yteptr ackb ey’our gdoo ni deon uyro aes,deslrrg tbu itagtnrs hcmu uyor sersoan eomr rvye yitc heva uoy oy’reu roem otn pelpoe sidenrf esnic yro’eu a. ,tebetr uyo hsa tmenige uory yrlcale d’i ethm htta ifel sya dmae. Dn’ot etf,r lla cnpia of to sya hist d’ont. Pleh nomgci si. Oinmcg tis’ kqiuc. I you evlo. Keta a oyu hepollu,yf hsrweo snoo. .
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Eslf oryu fureut.
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P. Olxv ercdoisv s loly’u :. Efw yl’lou nwko yfleusro n’dot a im’ itkalgn ese htaw rof ouba?t in ):.

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