A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Id' pttrye ti sya lelw. .
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Atht ahtt you ,eeltrt nac epddrssee ’uyreo rdeevice i niflaly flitndeyie siht wno ltle i.
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Ziereald tey uyo nt’eavh ti tusj. Seem it yhte i otuhg dna tbu rteebt items era atht nkwo egst. Ihts on fro lhods eth and eaid sayre ifle uoy heetr tuferu uot vaeh twah in tens reeltt oyu oyu. Erihpap snrpeo a eu’yor. A say osprne vnee d’i uorye’ erebtt. Oenidentm ultynoranfteu etiayxn uyo si etreh htat sltil. Yb eyuo’v ctiy an noe oyu t’si a ineyxat i u’nwdolt ays so a deefrintf utb mgiovn yawa amgean met to oepepl ruyo otrhbug ouy htna osclai mero. Nedisfr wen eamd veu’oy. Tslo wlle ifrnsed as eov’uy. Htsi msees ot vuaeg lal you rvye. To anwt are n’dto iedgna happ,rei wo,nk negeyr tverigyneh uryo uevyo’ i uoy ilsop oyu. Ryou ’oevyu eilsm dgaien cakb. Rofm bkac uroy apst hsa preerpeada evtnerhiyg etwadn yuo. Hgnits oems ehav tsol uyo olsa. Oems nda pleeop aanig idfesnr noce ont ujts. Of royu eesns fro a idd’tn ’veouy ingead ixste broefe ddear futreu taht. Btu alaswy at efel tawh yovu’e ouy eb erufut seitm hosld het ni loko sloa ouy uoy see ri,romr ta ot hnwe emnoeos taednw adn yuolefrs dewnor sotl eht. Ufdoewrnl no sha dna semisl adn zmniaga iltsl hes adn adn spreon teagr tath sse’h ehs is leonvvig esh’s oll mkapeu and. You reh wdoul elov. Wlodu yuo leov tmeh. Aninozgrgi ev’uyo saol more enbe. So fo uyor ecasebu srfae yuo ni rae ehlgpni hiwt godo teseh eaonssr ciens ouy nca ilbud raetrpn ont the in yuo oruy vaeh omre uyo to oy’uev litsl llotipaiycl dfeisrn mciynutm,o lal ubt uoy edon ohmw fancianil oyu’er puotsrp ytretp vldvione and ryeo’u ou’eyr you peepol srpopviuet cyit a kcba rea you then a tkea anht oemr tirntgas hucm ianmegi btu to ryve efca adn etrgoeht knoewrt rkbae adh romyn,ea esrrd,alsge dha a. Sha ilef di’ ttah elaylrc eamd emth ,eettbr sya oyu ryuo egtinem. Ysa ,ftre fo all to ipnac tn’od stih tno’d. Is ehpl ogimcn. S’ti gioncm uicqk. Elov i yuo. Yuo whsoer pelyo,uflh atke a soon. .
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Ruyo rtfuue efls.
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P. : ul’oly volx s cervsiod. Ktnagil ’im ndto’ fwe ese wath :) nowk otub?a ni a yrofuels fro ’uyllo.

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