A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Ti yas yptret 'di lelw. .
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Inleeyftdi tlle yinalfl i onw i nac ahtt yuo ersdpeesd htis yrue’o that vreeceid leetr,t.
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Ezdralie it tsuj tye uyo tn’ehva. Are tough seem nad wnko i tbu etyh bertte ismte ahtt gest ti. Eruftu ouy rof teehr het ihts efli tuo nad lhdso snet deia in eltter easyr you vhea twah oyu no. Ppreahi eo’ruy a sorepn. Etbret ronsep ’id a nvee ey’ruo ysa. Eehtr is nfrnuyleautot lilts thta atnyxie oemnndite you. Rmoe ouy a ouy vomgni osailc ugotbhr atnh aawy ’veuyo ot eon by icty ntwl’oud leopep so ietaxny ryou fntreiefd i a amgaen tme sit’ an ays tbu. Youe’v fedsrin wen deam. Elwl eouv’y deisrfn sa slto. You yver ot lal ihst augve messe. Nehyertivg ispol kwno, aidegn are oyu ngyeer anwt to ov’uey tdo’n oyu i eahpr,pi yruo. Nidega bakc ilsem ouyr voyu’e. Psta has fmor draeaeprep ouy oyru kabc ieryvtgenh awntde. Eosm tginsh tslo alos heva uoy. Not opeepl jsut and ingaa nrefids semo enco. Indega ruyo u’eoyv ueufrt xiest for eberof derad a tath ’itndd fo ssnee. Oyu tub wneh alwyas aedwnt efel isemt dna ta sdohl eth dnwoer eb ouy hte lsto asol lkoo yuo ,romrri uoey’v ta fluosyer oseenmo ese ot urftue in waht. Oll no ’shse hse dna wrflenduo has ltils neorps and is kmpaeu eislsm and dna egovvnil gnaiazm ttha adn esh atreg ’shse. Elvo yuo wuold hre. Thme ouy eolv duwol. ’yuoev ebne nagrznoiig laso reom. Oyu mnyou,imct poelpe ahev hmcu srafe ot to uyo kate dha cyit mroe bilud the orassen btu so owhm a in aclltpilioy yuro dgoo rogteeth not lla caef yrev spourpt ouy saecbeu teehs and bcak ’oyreu but isrutpoepv noed nhta fo dah iaianclnf lsilt iwht a ’oveuy nesci owkntre meor e,sslerdarg ouyer’ yuo uyro are a rdfsnie pratenr are ni ieghnlp yroue’ dan nca ouy volinvde ouy then tpyert bkera emiigan ermy,nao ntigsart oyu. Uyo id’ lefi taht mthe meneigt say sah yclealr deam ttbee,r rouy. E,rtf lla fo ays niacp ot ont’d stih n’dto. Mncigo si hpel. St’i ikquc cnimgo. Lveo ouy i. A foluhlp,ey teak uyo onso shewor. .
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Yoru sfle feurtu.
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P. S : eivrsodc loxv uylo’l. :) a hawt inlkgta y’loul b?toua ewf m’i rof tn’od wnok ufesrlyo in see.

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