A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Reptyt lewl ysa it 'id. .
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I now teieyifnld you nac ecevdrei ilfaynl htat ,etlret hsti i etll eesprsdde uoy’re htat.
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Ah’vnte ti eerzalid sujt you ety. Tseg hety but etbret adn i tohgu msee tath know rea itsme it. Yuo urfuet oyu the sdohl tshi ettler estn waht on lefi fro ni oyu uot hvae dan hetre diae yraes. Psoren irpahpe a eoy’ur. Sya rebtte a uoer’y veen di’ orenps. That itlsl uoy rtehe idotmenen rtanntleyuufo is yxtenai. By bhgtour gneaam tis’ noe etm ouy oeplep ftdeirefn omre i t’duonlw aayw to na a ycit a say oruy y’uove teaixyn athn btu ignomv acsilo os uoy. Enw ’yvoeu nfsrdei aedm. Slot wlle ue’yvo sa drfneis. Ot ouy seesm agveu ryev hist all. Uryo ot nw,ko ilspo awnt ynreeg aneidg era yuo i i,hrepap u’oyve oyu ’dnto hteeirvgyn. Your bcka ismle ovyue’ gneaid. Akbc oyu hsa ruoy nyeiregvth mfro aeerppeard wtnade tspa. You oslt osme vahe laos sgthin. Meso dna ifsrden enco ingaa tsju elpoep nto. Ddaer a gnedia itexs rof htat fo uvoy’e treufu boerfe nid’dt uryo nsees. Be rowend seitm odshl slaawy hte ewhn ta but stlo ees rrir,om okol teh rseuofyl tueufr and efle uoy awth osoemne uoy e’ouyv uyo tdnaew in oasl ot ta. Adn azgnmia ehs nda puemak htta imsels si ehss’ dna gtear dan ltlis fdleruwno no es’sh nad ash nproes lol gileonvv ehs. Reh wuold eolv yuo. Ulwod meth velo yuo. Losa vy’eou ebne rgnaiingzo mroe. Ni hte eu’yor iiemgan so gtniasrt omwh yuo ear cyti in a you bkac aetk ouy tnha fo ot cna thiw adh reoegtht since chum ot eabrk pepole r’uoye eacf uyo adn tryetp elphngi eu’yov sesarno becasue dliub lal a yuo cnnalfiai enth uyo ehav oyu dah rae tbu siltl but a your rfdisen ovdiveln very ,ymorena aefrs heste oemr yruo nto done arpnrte dan cpayloliilt uppvseiort iymu,tmcno asdreglse,r rmeo pspuotr ogdo twerkno eruo’y. Lfie hemt lclyrea sah asy uroy d’i inmgeet oyu ttah aedm eerttb,. D’ont of ot acpni lla er,tf tsih asy dno’t. Is elph gcomni. Qckiu nomicg s’ti. Ovel ouy i. Yuo nsoo y,ehuolplf wresoh a etak. .
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Sefl yuor uufrte.
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P. : oedisvrc volx ’luoyl s. N’tdo nokw ngkitla elsuofyr :) ’im efw ese ’luylo whta in ub?oat a orf.

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