A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Lelw di' it pyettr asy. .
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Tell dederseps ouy tath htsi lieftyiden cvdieree that i i ianlyfl anc leetrt, eyor’u won.
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Uoy thva’en azrieeld tey ujst it. Stiem i bteter yhet egts tath kown and rae it tbu seme uhotg. Etterl uyo enst rtehe slhod adn lief furute itsh in on orf het idae you yuo tou veha whta rysae. Er’oyu orspen peairhp a. A asy oryu’e ’di eonpsr bettre eenv. Atht mnteeinod rteeh oyu stlil is lttoynnaueruf nayteix. Tbu v’yeuo etm oerm ouy negmaa ioalsc bohugtr nhta ot gvnomi yb frndteife i oryu a so eppoel ysa an tiyc inaxyte dot’uwnl a aayw st’i eno ouy. Mdea dnfries ’oyevu wne. Llwe sa slto dnifrse euvyo’. Very uyo uvega lal ot essme stih. Uyo yruo evgynirhte to ,wnko vyueo’ edinag soilp ep,raphi eygrne tawn uoy i nod’t rae. Semli gdanei ckba uyro v’yeuo. Cabk ahs your dneatw omrf eaadeeprrp stpa you geivntyhre. Slto osal meso uoy evha tgnihs. Eocn ingaa sjut semo nsedfri dan nto peeopl. Of for oyv’ue xseti d’dnit ahtt seesn ueftru a erfboe erdad ouyr gneaid. Ouev’y uoy denwat fruuet elfe oyu setim ot dewnro awht nda oyu srlyouef oolk lhods btu esmeoon the rim,orr in otsl swaaly eb at hwne see eth ta loas. Ehs rtaeg e’shs ulrneowdf and nda dan is and ukpaem on govenliv lol ahs ernops iltsl nimagaz htat he’ss esh nda esilms. Ehr levo you lduow. You hmet evlo wldou. Ebne ermo yoeuv’ losa rnngzoigai. Haev of uyo ihwt petviosurp yteprt you usebaec aaiifnlcn pheglin hda ot ekta ,mtnuiymco so a het ruoy rae uoy ,slrasdreeg aefsr lpepoe stlil ouy ye’vuo but deon ear rmeo and cbak ni tiyc tbu ktnwero you oyu nad a uoy re’oyu eroyu’ eanptrr a in eivvodnl doog utrposp had dibul mowh vrye ton agrnttis ’ryeuo ethtgroe emro tnha kerba to chum can gnmaiei uoyr fsneird payitioclll sniec nhte omn,eyar all sroanes seeth feca. Mngeite tre,bet oyru id’ uyo atth erclaly has say feil maed mthe. Stih ays ot iacpn lal ntod’ odt’n ret,f of. Omcing hpel si. Uckqi cngmio is’t. I olve uoy. Kate onso a ouy pullehyo,f ohswre. .
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Oruy utreuf lfes.
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P. : u’ylol xolv oveicsrd s. Ni yolul’ osyfurel ees ewf oab?tu orf kgliant ): ’im a owkn hwat odt’n.

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