A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Well say it id' tteryp. .
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Liiftedyne ahtt isht spresdede i ialnfyl wno reo’yu cna vedciere yuo eltl htat rlete,t i.
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Uyo dielezra sujt yet ti aetn’hv. Ear i utb egts hyet tath emes know ttereb ti adn imets gtouh. Ltteer orf daei lefi in erasy no refuut oldsh esnt uyo ethre dan stih you tahw hte hvea tuo uyo. Orneps r’oeyu rhpipae a. Nesrop a ays y’oeur ebettr id’ enev. Tath nltoynetauurf yiaxent is eerht istll oyu meonenitd. Uory i niyxtae oeeppl brhgtuo yuo etm ot onvigm colias a uyo ubt ’udtlnow omre os magane ts’i by y’uoev ayaw oen dtnfifeer yas tiyc a than na. Daem ewn o’ueyv iefsdrn. Oeuvy’ sa ltos esirdfn well. Lal avegu htsi seesm rvye to oyu. You i ryou ndgiea yuo erengy ip,aprhe yuov’e to oknw, tevyrgheni tawn poisl rea tdn’o. Evyu’o ckba islem rouy neiadg. Ouyr omrf back wtaend ithgvnyree yuo ahs eppardeear apts. Uoy smeo tgsnhi tols aosl haev. Stju aiang dna esom pepeol otn dsnrife nceo. Eenss ueo’vy ddi’tn tsiex of rdead a eading orf teruuf eorbef that uyro. Uoy dwnate olts awht tiesm at ysaawl lfee the ni hdosl ese nrdewo at dna asol be uyo nehw vy’uoe tub emooesn kolo uoy ori,rrm to eht fuetru ueylfosr. S’hes ahtt adn lnvogvei hes’s ehs ilslt dna si ssemil hes llo nad hsa dan etagr mepkau speorn dan nroedwlfu on gamzian. Reh vleo uyo lwuod. Thme ulodw evlo oyu. Been asol nagrziniog rmoe ’vyeuo. Ear sourppt cu,mmitnyo leopep hnte secbuae yeamrno, fcea dha voielnvd tbu eyrv royu in eghnipl mwoh oyu asref ro’uye anigime nsice sseg,alrred lpiolicytal ycti yuo aket ’rouey o’yeur anossre a utb kacb israntgt oyu to tehes can oispveptur omer adn dah in llits all not uoy lbudi cuhm ogdo rea ouy wiht ghetroet uyro to fo so eodn pyttre cfannalii vhea a rakbe moer hnta kotenwr sdrifen eth a nretrap dna u’voye you yuo. Ilfe hemt ahs that ays edma royu mteiegn lrylcea di’ you brtee,t. Capni ot dt’on of yas tod’n tshi fte,r lal. Cgiomn lphe is. Gmnioc si’t ckqui. Uyo i vole. Oyu taek onos a hofulypel, oeshwr. .
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Sefl uetfur uroy.
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P. Odvecrsi s xolv : llouy’. Nto’d sryufoel igltank a m’i ylluo’ rof :) wnok fwe aoutb? ahwt in see.

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