A letter from Dec 23, 2023

(rhiannon - fleetwood mac) hello logan. how are you feeling? right now its 2:25 am on december twenty third. happy eighteenth birthday! how's it feel? weird? i wouldn't know. did we ever get better at greek? i like to say im about an a2 level right now but i'm probably a1 lol. i am so tired. i worked from 5:00-8:30 today at dairy queen- andrew let me leave a little early. later today i will be working 9:30-2:00, and then ben is coming over for a few hours. i miss maya so much dude. (cocaine jesus - rainbow kitten surprise) rks always makes me think of her. i miss her so so so so much, i hope you two are still talking. oh also i'm so excited to see you! two years isn't so long. please tell me we're still friends with sem and kye and everyone. also, congratulations for finishing invisalign. this **** sucks so much. i hope it's worth it to you because i don't think its worth it to me hahah. (lovers rock - tv girl) i hope this year's spotify wrapped was good. i'm also looking forward to the new bands you've discovered. did we find a cool boyfriend? i like ben, and him and i will probably end up dating, but i don't think we'll last lol. but he's a very nice guy. anyway let me go over some things now about me so you can compare when you get this. my favorite color is orange, my favorite band has been my chemical (better - sign crushes motorist) romance since i was like nine hahah but right now i'd have to say itsss uhh rainbow kitten surprise. ive also been listening to a lot of radiohead lately. (can't go back - the crane wives) i'm not watching any new shows right now but i've started putting family guy in the background again. remember when sem came over and we got super drunk and ate taquitos? and then in the morning we put on family guy and kept falling asleep and waking up and falling asleep. that summer was fun. anyway i'm about to be 16. which is crazy. that's the age all the cool teenagers in the movies are. wish me luck that i pass my driving test first try. i wanna take it as soon as i turn sixteen. i guess cool movie teenagers are also 17. oh good luck with moving out! are we still doing that? right now i'm planning on leaving as soon as i turn 18 so i can get away from our parents and we can start to transition and all that stuff. are you gonna go to college? if you do, that's great, but that's scary as ****. by the way, you're welcome for all of this savings money. i hope you know you're the reason i work so hard. having two jobs really isn't fun. please do take care of yourself because a lot of what i'm doing now is for you. not to sound like dad but, haha, you get it. i hope you had a good christmas by the way. i got kye some fancy chapsticks, i took sem to build a bear, and reagan's birthday was just this wednesday. i haven't gotten her her christmas or birthday gift (cigarette ahegao - penelope scott) so i have to do that before i see her next hahah. hey do i get ben a christmas gift or like is it too soon for that? i don't know. i really wanna move out but moving out also sounds really scary cause i have to move all of my stuff and leave my room behind. i love this room but it would be so cool to have a bigger one because this one is *tiny* bro. i hope our relationship with our parents gets better, sort of. i hope they end up being more supportive. hey if you have to go no-contact, i'm really sorry. i'm trying to cherish the time i have with them but it's kind of hard when they're the way they are. but i know you'll be okay. i love you. i can say this without guilt because you're literally me but i am working so so so hard for you please make the right choice. make me proud please. i love you. anyway, i guess that's kind of all i have to say. thank you so much for everything you're doing. ill catch you later. (seven (audiotree live version) - rainbow kitten surprise)