A letter from Dec 22, 2023

Dear future me, I am writing to you in hopes that when you receive this email, you'll have forgotten about it and feel a sense of reminiscence or happinesses. Off all the things in the world, I hope that you feel better as a person. I hope you no longer belittle yourself, trust your friends and learn to do what you want. I want you to feel confident, not undermine yourself and your efforts and know exactly what you want. I hope you learn to trust others and yourself. I hope you befriend someone that you trust with all your heart. I hope you will open up to at least one person by the time this email is sent. I hope you don't feel the need to lie and keep up with your peers and do things at your own pace. I hope you feel like you belong. I need you to be able to know what you want and get it done, to be able to pay any amount of effort and time into your ambitions. So far all I have mentioned is how I want to improve myself, but I do hope that you get to meet more people. People from everywhere and everywhere, with different ambitions, interests, hobbies and career paths. I hope you no longer think of yourself as a bad person and realize everyone makes mistakes. Right now, we understand that but can't appl it to ourselves. Why do we forgive those who has wronged us but not ourselves. I wish you the best and I will actively better myself till the end of my life. Remember everything has a cause and that life won't always go as planned but you need to keep going for your younger siblings. Don't think of ending anything anymore, think of living to the fullest. Till next time, Lots of love :) 22/12/2023