A letter from Dec 08, 2023

Alright future me this is really important so please pay attention dumbass that girl Jesica is gone so don't focus on her no more she's not worth it How's your career's path been going? well? bad? im really curious (I lied, I don't care at all) ok the useless things aside; This letter is so really ******* special dude because it's dedicated to your pretty pretty friend 🥹 do you remember that girl Feliz? or Feli, our nickname we chose for her? hehe she's cute and all 🥹 I wrote this to remind you of her in case anything happens and you lose contact with her, OR WORSE YOU FORGET ABOUT HER WHICH I HOPE NOT OR IMMA FCKING **** YOU DUMBASS Feli, the girl you found through that profile picture 😭 that profile picture where your head was getting smashed by a bottle, and she was the guy in it, cmon don't you remember? on tiktok dumbass 😭 FIND A WAY TO CONTACT HER IF YOU LOST CONTACT CAUSE SHE'S AMAZING AND YOU KNOW IT 💖 You met her right after you and jesica broke up dude, she helped you cope and **** and made your day brighter just talking to her, yeah that girl that was basically the mirror version of you 😭 anyways im hoping you'll eventually get to meet her fr she's nice and stuff and tbh I wanna hangout with her even rn although I'm probably still too scared of women as is 😭 she gon' have to show me that forest tho the one we talked about cause she promised, also the fact you wanna explore abandoned stuff together too 🥹 btw she's abusing you trust me 💯💯 she told me to tell you not to file a lawsuit cause she didn't hit you that hard I've yet to see her face but I bet she's pretty, she gives me those pretty as **** vibes the kind you see at the mc donalds drive thru once in your life and never again omg I just remembered feliz navidad 😭😭 she hates it 😢 so I'm just gonna call her Feli yesssss I was thinking of giving her more nicknames like princess and stuff but that's probably too corny IDK 😢 PLUS she's just my friend so it'd feel weird ;-; she told you she's made her letter full of compliments and THAT'S SO FREAKING CUTE OMG 😭😭😭😭 SHE'S SO CUTE ok dumbass dont fall in love now 😭 SHE'S AMAZING THO SO LIKE YEAH 🥹🥹 i lied to her just now saying I finished it, I am at 390 words right now and wanna continue and make this way longer cause she deserves it, she's so sweet and adorable what the heck 🥹 UPDATE: at like 500 words (lie) AND IDK WHAT ELSE TO WRITE CAUSE SHE'S SO AMAZING BUT LIKE I DON'T WANNA WRITE A MILLION COMPLIMENTS IT'LL SEEM SO WEIRD (I'm definitely gonna look so odd after she reads this ;-;) time to stop focusing on jes and focus on her cause she's your precious friend now and more important, I'm telling you she's amazing bro 😭 she doesn't have a single idea how much those little numbers games mean to me BUT I HOPE IT STAYS LIKE THIS AND WE GON BE GOOD FRIENDS FOR REAL I wanted to make a joke about her height cause she be 5'2 😭 that's cute to be honest BUT **** IS SHE SHORT 😭 BUT BEACAUSE SHE'S AMAZING AND CUTE I'll let it slide 😭 (Feli when you read this I hope you grew taller and also PLS DONT END ME BECAUSE I CALLED YOU A SHORTIE) pls help she's catching on that I'm still writing THIS ISN'T GOOD, WELL SHE DOESN'T KNOW SO IT'S OKAY WE'RE SAFE I HAD TO TELL HER ABOUT THE HEIGHT BUT IT'S OKAY IT DIDN'T GO BAD IM NOT DEAD YET (she said she'll **** me 🥹) **** today and yesterday went so quick while talking to her tho I love this so much 😭 i love her so much (as a friend 🥹 cause I only known her for 2 days) SHES SO INCREDIBLE THO broo idk what to write because I wanna compliment her alot, like, so ******* much and stuff BUT that'll seem weird 🥹😭 she's amazing fr and a great friend no questions asked, we clicked so quickly too and that's just amazing, like an hour or something was all we needed and we're great friends, this is amazing 🥹🥹 im an atheist rn and probably in the future but **** do I pray for us to remain as great great great freaking friends cause I can't find no one better than her fr maybe we don't play video games together which is really a shame but she's so freaking amazing I don't even care cause I just get to talk to her which is more than enough ;-; I'm so glad she likes the songs I listen to aswell cause not alot of people do and that's making me so happy rn;-; she just listened to "Nightstand" and she says she loves the drums omg AAAA IM SO HAPPY aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA too much happiness, im not used to this, it's so weird BUT I LIKE HER SM OMG 🥹 OKOK IM GONNA SEND IT NOW, SO FELI, EVER YOU GET THE CHANCE TO READ THIS JUST KNOW YOU MEAN ALOT TO ME AND KSBSKBSKENS OMG YOU'RE INCREDIBLE 💖 BY THE WAY you have to remember that you promised to show this to her when you turn 18 so you better do it, don't chicken out you ***** fr 😡 okay so far I feel so embarrassed just writing all this stuff cause it feels corny even though it's true 😭 BUT HEY FUTURE FELI, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, SERIOUSLY, YOU'RE FREAKING INCREDIBLE AND I SWEAR I REALLY DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU ;-; im so scared though what's she gonna think after reading all this, will she think I love her like in a different light or something? seriously im so scared ;-; because I don't wanna lose her and she's so special mannnnnn 🥹 well if by chance i may end up loving her like that I probably won't say a dang thing because relationships are alot of trouble and staying as friends may be rhe better choice here 🥹 BUT HEY FELI YOU'RE SO FREAKING AMAZING IM TELLING YOU, AND YOU'RE SWEET AND CARING ASWELL IT'S SO CUTE 😭😭🥹