A letter from Dec 02, 2023

Dear FutureMe, oh hello, i don't really know what to say tbh. um so how is it going? are you still having relapses or are you happier now? how about your studies? what course did you choose? is spm okay? are you still one of the top students? is anyone proud of you? have anyone you never thought of leaving have left you? if so, who is it? must have been hard for you im sorry future me. i will try to be better for you, i will change myself so that you can succeds in both , i will make our parents proud for having us, me, you. but recently, it has been hard over here. but i swear i will make it better! i promise. just, give me a lil time would ya? oh and one last thing, how our jebis doing? did my wish of them extending their contracts come true? did you even still stan kpop? i am so curious what would happen. so many what ifs and how woulds. by the time im reading this, i would probably be choosing what uni i would go to, if i still even exists that is. my future self would probably thinks that this is cringy asf lol i just knew. oh wow i wrote almost 250 words lol uh good bye i guess, please, take care of yourself, let yourself be heard, do not ever let those words burden you, remember, i love you. also, happy 18th birthday dear me. congrats on becoming an adult :) sincerely regards, 15-years-old you.