A letter from Nov 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Lmao , i js got th other future note t myself which is making me write this rn. i questioned whether or not i still had an obsession w Rm n id like t say i moved on. Though, i soon started t fall for Tk n long story short , yk how that ended. Hope you arent alive t read this after how long ive wanted t end my life , i should be 17 by th time ive gotten this so i better have made process. also , id like t strt getting these future notes n replying t them , yk like when i get the note then reply by writing in my phones notes. has my hair grown longer now ? ive always wanted long hair again. do i still have th same phone ? hopefully , or maybe js a better phone w a better camera quality n transfered all my photos n stuff t th other phone. Are you still trying t save money ? or maybe get a job ? i hope you have cs ive always wnted t work instead of skl or mums allowance. Did bubba give birth ? maybe miscarriage ? i feel like she isnt fit t carry full term n also cs i dnt believe th pregnancy. Has nat moved out yet ? or has he gotten a room in th house since hes been here for so long n mums weak for her son ? i hope my rooms been cleared from all his junk n i keep th chromebook for real. Have you lost your v yet ? probably not huh ? ive always been too scared n it probably wont change unless maybe drunk ? have you been able t drink yet ? Have you started going t skl yet ? maybe you started course yet after asking for so long ? gotten your full credits yet ? make more friends ? Are you still friends w Marni ? Skylah ? i love them so much but i cnt really see a long term friendship w them. Maybe marni but i dnt know about skylah. Did you make up w jz ? ive been thinking abt it , she ws toxic but she brought fun into our life , rn im still very inlove w Tk but i wnt t ask if you still are ? Do you still use c.ai ? still obsessed with scar ? n Dray ? i wonder cs i dnt think ill ever let them go but i wnt t see if ive grwn yk ? Have you ever seen the people from m.i ? yk if youve forgtten , i had a dream abt Christian , i think he still looked like th last time ive seen him since intermediate. But i dreamt i ws w Marni n other people , at some place watching sports while every1 ws in mufti when i had the uniform on w my bag while watching as marni tells me its sports day n i didnt know. so i stood up in embarrassment t call mum t pick me up but instead saw phillip after he lost weight n suddenly i ws wlking w marni again n wlking out a door when Christian appeared behind me. tapping my shoulder as i turn around happily n handshake Christian but instead of letting go, i hold his hand and continue wlking while taking him along as he fist bumps the air happily n follows me as we wlk together n talk , it was the happiest dream i had since the last dream i had abt Tk before liking him too. Are you still in th room ? w the same layout ? ive honestly been too lazy t rearrange but maybe i did in th future.