A letter from Nov 18, 2023

Dear FutureMe, First of all.... Are u still alive 😂? Cause it'd be weird of you're not... If you aren't Allah ya jikan ki my love ❤️ I imagine that by the time you read this note you're 20🤭🤭. Cheers big girl. Are u still a novel addict 😫.. what's on your tbr? Did I ever complete the book you were writing? Are u still in gadau? Are you and Habiba still friends .. how about mumcy. Or it's med and surgery finally? I know that I've been a ****** young self and I'm sorry 😔 I hope that we're better now 🥺. How you dealing with Dad's loss. May Allah continue to have mercy upon him ❤️ As I write this, I'm really happy but hurting, hurting really bad... And yh hungry 😂 Sometimes I worry that I'm not going to be okay. Are we okay now? I wish you could tell me how it looks there Writing this letter makes me feel excited.... Heyy I love you 🥺❤️ Bye