A letter from November 15th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, as you know I m from 3 years back. You know I turned 18 this year and it's not exciting as I expected it to be yet but I hope for the best. And I have so much to tell you but one thing I want to say to you is that I m gonna work really hard for both of us and I really want to achieve the goals that I dreamt of. I know it sounds kinda funny but I m gonna change myself into a version that you would be proud of. I really want to know what the future holds for me but it depends on what I do now to make it better. I really want this letter to reach you after 3 years. and there are many things that I want to know so I m just gonna ask them anyways - are we still best friends with S_A_M ? (You already know what it means). I really want to be with them forever. And did we achieve our goals ? What do you do now ? And you are still single right ? And how's life? is it fun or do we have to work a little bit harder ? did you achieve the lifestyle that I wanted to have ? did I really worked hard for my goals? (GOD, I really wish I did it) and did we get our eye treatment yet ? you know I really want it to be like this - you read this letter after 3 years and laugh at my little stupidity and answer my questions and say that we did it. and please keep working hard and don't you dare say that you forget all I dreamt of achieving and just moved on my goals and passion. so I m gonna keep writing you letters in hope that I get them in future. ☺️😌 
From you 3 years back