A letter from November 12th, 2023

Dear FutureMe,   im actually so afraid to grow up its not even funny, every night i think about how one day i wont be in school anymore, how one day ill have to say goodbye to all my friends and leave for collage. How ill be all alone. i wish i could stay a kid forever. But i know i wont be a kid forever and thats the scary part. I dont want to grow up and i dont want to ever not go to school, or not be able to see my friends and familly all the time. I just lay there and think about how i promised my friends from kindergarden that we would live together and hang out everyday and have sleepovers every night, but now i dont even know if they remember me or not, and that one day the friends i have now may forget about me. do you still think that? or do you think that it is all gonna be fine?