A letter from Nov 06, 2023

Dear Girl, It's 5pm on Monday 6th November. I'm working from home for that PR company, three months in now! Darling Django is sleeping on the bed behind me. Working in a classic 9-5 has made me pay attention to what my real goals and dreams are and I'm trying to make them happen. I have started making moves with modelling and I'm feeling hopeful about it. I am also looking for a business partner but this is proving to be more difficult than anticipated. I'm going to Brazil in 6 weeks, I can't wait. I'm also potentially booking a trip to Bali with Ally this evening which would be amazing. The only thing holding me back is the money but it comes and goes and I'll only be 23 in Bali with my best friend once. I've spent the past two days crying over a boy and I'm so annoyed at myself. We've been dating for a while and things felt so real between us but he revealed that he has no intention of getting into a relationship right now. I think the reason I'm so upset is because I finally let my guard down with someone and opened up to them which I haven't done in years. I suppose what I've learned from this is that I am ready to be in a relationship with someone but that I should ALWAYS ask what their intentions are at the very beginning before I get hurt. So what are you up to? I hope you started the business. I hope you built your online following and that you're working in fashion right now. I hope you persevered with modelling and get to travel for work and collaborate with artists. I hope you found love and have a partner who treats you amazingly. I hope you have the coolest apartment and I hope you live with the best people ever. I hope you see your amazing friends all the time and have the best life experiences. I hope you travel to new and exciting places. I hope you see mum and dad a lot and that Django is still knocking about. 3 years is a long time. I'm manifesting great things and I sense that something big is coming our way. I love you, I love this life and I hope you have learned to enjoy it a bit more. Give yourself a hug and keep on thriving xxx