A letter from Nov 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hello 20s girlie u just turned 20 today. not a teen anymoreeeee. di ka nag-celebrate that much but it is still an meaningful day. a well spent day with mama visiting daddy sa manila north, nagpa eyeglass sa quiapo then first time magvisit sa luneta park. but you didn't get to see your bf (iam) bc of some unforseen circumstances. understandable naman. di nya kasalanan na magtae sya at nashort ang budget nya. but i still feel disappointed kasi naglook forward ako. its my day oh. based on the letter your wrote from april 13 2023, that was 3days after naging kayo ni yam. sabi mo sana di ka matanga hahahaha guess what??? tanga ka na slight mie. idk if im just beeing too needy or something is lacking talaga. maybe because of the gap or maybe because he is a full time working adult. ewan im giving all the benefit of the doubt. this is my first and i honestly dont have an idea how a good relationship works. yesterday you got your first contraceptives injection, norifam. mas ok na rin to kesa maano no lol for the betterment of our 20s life, lets continue hustling and focus more on your self growth, support na lang cguro si bf, wag gawing main character ng buhay oki. lets get this degree. by the time youre reading this i hope you can say to yourself that me and you are glad that we didn't give up. dont cry too much na rin. your 20 self. nov 4, 2023