A letter from Apr 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hindi ka pa rin nagbabago, you still like to write letters tuwing sobra sobrang clouded ng isip mo. i honestly dont know what to right in here but i just think that i need this ngayon. hanggang ngayon you still have "that" anxiety. sobrang hirap. as much as you live so good na, bigla bigla ka na lang magrerelapse. sana maging better na lahat, sana mas maging healthy na si mama. anyways ive read your letter from fwb 24, 2022 and youre asking when is your time? guess what? hahahahaha you got your first m.u, first crush back and first bf tae ka hahahahahhaha his name is yam. iam carl aviles. he made me feel safe whenever im with him. sana you wont lose yourself just by being with someone. sana you would still enjoy and take care of yourself dahil mas importante ka. neways april 10 2023 kayo naging official. lets see na lang talaga. ngayon, natatakot talaga ko kasi this is my first. baka matanga ako hahhahahahaha aaaaa anyways by the time you're reading this im still wishing that you are now in a better situation than today and before. wag natin sayangin ang nasimulang college path, tapusin natin to. if youre still crying when everything gets hard, thats still fine. magiging okay din ang lahat. 19, you from april 19 2023