A letter from November 4th, 2023

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear Dhruv,
This was a year of so many things. Casper died December the 17th, I became numb for a few months, began travelling on April 5th, made a ton of friends, experienced a ton of things, lived life however I wanted, fell in love with myself, fell in love with destiny, liked someone, experienced pain, created art, wore nailpolish, will wear contacts or wigs because I want to, thought about casper a lot and now I am in bangalore chasing high ticket clients so I can become rich quickly.
I regret not writing a letter to my future self sooner. But it's okay. The truth is, I am not doing that great now. Because I currently have no clients, I feel lost. There are lots of big clients in the pipeline that could book me, however, I am getting no replies or bookings. I am so a ton of horny and I asked geet for a picture which she immediately said yes to. I have seen a vision of me holding sony a7iv soon, meaning someone will book me in november.I have completely stopped music, novel, journaling, etc. I just want to have a ton of money in my account now. My savings of 2 lakhs will begin to get used as soon as I pay my credit card payment or book a ticket to mumbai to celebrate diwali at sayali's.
Now that I reflect back, I actually began to learn what life is about through my travels, through the stories people have told me. I understand a lot of things now. Example, with Geet, i will be able to understand why some people have friends with benefits and why people fear commitment. Love is not easy. I know I don't love her. She feels that too yet she is choosing this.
Anyway, I hope whenever this reaches you, you are living another dream of yours feeling connected to everything that has ever happened and most importantly you feel love for your life.
You are amazing,Dhruv!

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