A letter from November 2nd, 2023

Dear FutureMe,You just finished watching a movie called "a man called Otto" and you are listening to the soundtrack "til you're home" (on repeat) you are bawling your eyes out because you somehow found yourself missing your mother who abandoned you at the age of four, even though you have no idea how she looks like, you can't help but wish she was here, you have so much to tell her. 
You are 39 years old, with two sons, (23 and 13) they are both doing well, one is working and one is going to high school next year, you are doing well at work, you don't have a partner and it's something that you long for at this point.
You just finished submitting your business management assignment at Unisa (you are currently studying towards your degree in Philosophy, politics and economy, which you keep taking a break on because of work pressure and kids and your health) 
Anyways fast forward to today. You are finally done with your degree, and you should've enrolled for your Degree in psychology which is your passion, well if it's still is, you are one person who's ait unsure of what you really wanna become, you love politics but you also have a calling of helping people even though it weighs you down sometimes, I honestly and genuinely hope that at this point you'd have found your parth and if not keep searching. I mean you've only just turned 42 right? So go ahead and continue figuring this life thing, continue living and traveling the world. 
I hope you have found a loving partner who loves you for who you are, who understands, who doesn't think you are too much, someone kind, who takes care of you, who has worked on himself and is ready for all the love you have to offer and is on the same page as you.