A letter from Oct 31, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I won. I won at a great cost… and I am proud of myself, of the person I am today. Am I ready for a new challenge? A challenge which may scare me, shake me to my core, tear it all down? I don’t know. But I think I need to try. What’s worse? Regret of not having done or having done and unwillingly lost everything? What will I lose if I don’t do anything? What will I lose besides a potentially better future? I will get to it when I get there. For now, I will try. I have to. I’m sorry if it doesn’t work out in the end. I suppose there’s a lesson learnt somewhere… But if it does work out, congratulations future me. I can do this. With God I can. Because of God, I can.