A letter from Oct 30, 2023

Dear FutureMe, im so proud of what you've become im your past self, and the youngest you, and the child that you carried all along, im so proud of you, you have special talents that you developed and own it, you get out of that ****** job and get in a new place that is less lonely and less serious, a place when you can create and be creative and share your ideas effortlessly and fearlessly, you know that people around you will not last, even you. i love you no matter what you do i love your embarrasing moment the moments that you thought its time you give up but you just rested to fight bigger fights, its was so nice growing up with you, knowing that you did all your best with what you know best, you are real sadeem, don't you ever forget it, and don't let the world control your heart or turn it into rock, yes you'll cry yes you'll be angry and you'll destroy but in the end you have a live soul that touches everybody and an aura that no one and by all means NO ONE can ever diminish it or ignore it, those who ignored you were just blind by their darkness, too busy destroying themselves, you'll marry that type you've always wanted, you will have benjamin inshallah, and a cute little girl that you'll love her like your mother loved you and more.. forgive your parents for knowing so littlem you know you, forgive your jelouslu friends who didn't appreciate your succsses and changes, you'll always run into awesome people like you and you'll always outgrow people, if you haven't married him ( you know what i mean ) you'll always remeber him as life changing point or person, but whatever will happen, its all been within you.. don't be afraid to choose yourself, don't be afriad that someone will leave, thank you for being there for me, for yourselfm for the people that you've loved, we all know very well that your laugh and smile will be forever from the heart and to others heart .. don't you ever let that gone.. you are not your job and what you accomplish, you are what you give people , always remeber that , i am so excited to see you within the next 3 years , if so let know how its been ! i love you sadeem, and i'll love you forever from your self in 30-10-2023 at 8:30 pm from jeddah, saudi arabia in your old room lets read this at our birthday after 3 years, can't wait ! and happy birthday <3 Sadeem