A letter from Oct 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I just received the letter from April 29. I am planning to continue doing this for as long as I can. I am still wondering which day and year I would like to make you receive this letter. Are still in touch with Xian? Yk she's been distant lately, and so am I. I just can't seem to be supportive with her and Echo. I want to but at the same time, I can't. Time flies so fast, it's already almost the end of the year, there's only 3-4weeks before the end of lagak. To answer your question from the other message, yes, I am still actively with my tungkulin. I am even studying to be an organista now. When you received this letter, you are even better than I am now. I wish for you to continue and always find the happiness in doing yung duties in the church. Today is Sunday, starting yesterday is the long weekend. We had our exams last Thursday and Friday. I only got 28/50 at the EAPP subject, I am dissapointed but not surprised. I just wanna tell you that I dont wear sunscreen for like a week now. I think, the time you wrote the letter from 04-29-22, you haven't received you first heartbreak yet. No, it is not from Marvic, you know who it is from. My second Heartbreak was Xian. I just can't believe she really chose Echo rather than me. Thank you for caring for others, but please do not forget to treat yourself big time. Do you have a dream now? I want to be an accountant before becoming a business woman. It's okay if you have different dream than I am. We may be same person but at the same time, we are not. I wish for your mind to not be clouded for your dream because you feel like you dont have concrete dream. Its okay to sway. Search for it. Pray for your dream. I feel like I have a crush on the guy at our church. He looks fine wearing glasses and being so active in the church, I saw him with the secretaries, I wonder if he plans to be one too? But as of the moment, I have high standards, I really prepare to have a guys who is 2 years older than I am. I even seated at the jeep with someone from TSU, he's also wearing a glasses, but he is right beside me so I wasn't able to stare at his face, though he looks fine. Anyways, I am currently grade 11, eating turon while papa is sleeping, it's 3:29 pm, and I have to go to the church at 5:00 pm because I have to study Organ. I want to drink mas mango, buko pandan flavor. I have been craving for it since yesterday. I hope now, you can buy yourself foods or things you want and need because you have to anytime. I wish you have been successful. Did you received with honors during the first quarter of Grade 11? During this time, I dont know for sure, because it's long weekend nga deba? I badly miss LaDiez. I miss Precious so much. How dare she??? She attached me to her then suddenly she stopped talking to me! But still, I want to see her so bad. I am looking forward to the letter I will receive on my birthday next year. Or will I really????