A letter from Oct 26, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are doing well, I truly hope that as you are reading this you are now a fully registered nurse with either your first class or your 2:1 because you really deserve it. No one thought you had the necessary skills to become a nurse but God has told me that he will see you through in everything that you set your mind upon; you worked just as hard as anybody to be here and no one can take that away from you. Right now its our first year in university and we are pretty anxious; our nursing uniforms haven't arrived and we are starting skills and simulations for our first placement in January and on top of that we have our fundamentals of nursing essay due in a few days - i really dont know why we haven't dropped out yet; we really are strong women and i hope we keep that up. We are really on a rigorous journey but i hope you will open your heart and let people in to help you in your times of need; I know that may seem impossible rn because your relationship with Jacob is literally make or break but if in the end we don't make it i hope we learn to let go of the things that hurt us and have the resolve to heal our hearts; if that doesnt work constantly remeber how different you were; youve always wanted to be married and have a family, youve always wanted someone to share your spirituality with. Youve always wanted to love. Dont let anyone get in the way of you achieving what you love most and i pray you have found someone to share everything that is beautiful with; and if you havent then he is surely on the way (make sure the person you are choosing over everyone is choosing you). If you and Jacob miraculously make it then i hope he is really making you happy and you are cherishing all the memories you made together. I pray your depression has eased up on you and your repulsiveness for your body is gone... its good to be thick and we are beautiful just the way we are; lets stop allowing people's words to dictate our lives. EAT THAT LARGE JUICY BURGER W SWEET POTATO FRIES AND A LARGE DRINKKKKK. Be happy w yourself, be happy w what you have accomplished. JUST BE HAPPY MI AMORRRR. You are wonderfully and prayerfully made. act like it. On a happier note we are FINALLY SEEING REMA LIVE W NAOMI!!; O2 bebeee and its going to be awesome, hotel is booked rn we just need to find an outfit. we need to look badddd cause if we end up single its timeee to shake your nyash on man. But its our first concert! lets make sure to have fun and live life before placement starts lol. Don't allow anyone to make you sad anymore... you have gone though enough. I love you always and remember God has you too. P.S a few memories to remember - billy cheating on iyanu, the fact everyone at church has somehow dated each other, mo refering to black people as a burnt chip etc..... i hope we are still watching anime cause blue exorcist and bleach blood war arc are coming out next year and we cant miss out.