A letter from Oct 23, 2023

Dear Future Me, How's life? That's a bit vague, let me rephrase that.. Did we ever come out to our dad? I know mum knows, and I know that I won't have told our grandparents, but Dad's support means a lot to me, and right now it's eating me up. It's this voice that lives inside my head, telling me that he'll hate me. I don't think he will, but he means so much to me that I can't lose him.. I already barely see him, since the divorce, losing him would **** me. Sincerely, me.