A letter from Jan 14, 2023

Dear FutureMe, HEYYYY!!!! oct 17 2023 me here. hopefully youll receive this around the time you graduate. this is to jan 14th 2022. dont be so ******* harsh on yourself its all gonna be alright bro. things WILL definitely get better so stop worrying about everything youre so dramatic **** no but seriously. a year ago i was at the absolute bottom mentally. i was feeling like “i find comfort in my own sadness” but “i wanna get better” at the same time. i remember the counselor i talked to back then, she told me “maybe in a year youll look back at now and notice how much better you feel” and she was right. i genuinely feel better than ive ever done in 2 years. i dont get urges to harm or kms anymore, and i dont even kbow why i feel better, i just do.im happier now. and im really genuinely glad i do. i wish i could explain that feeling. of course its still hard sometimes, but thats just how it is right now and we just gotta pray it wont get worse. i also made a new friend, well it was like 7 months ago and were really close now but i havent written in a while so i had to mention it:))) her name is kosar. i have a lottttt of upcoming tests because of test week in november but before that im just gonna enjoy fall break. life is good now. I ALSO GOTTA TELL YOU ABOUT ELYSE HAHAAHAHAH shes such a ***** istg shes so self centered she just says whatever comes to mind even if its extremely hurtful and insulting, but she was too stupid gor this school so she went to another, wont have to deal with her anymore, only on wednesdays. considering out school is too FULL so we have to go to that one. i think thats it :D buh bye