A letter from Oct 08, 2023

Dear Future Ana, hey! happy birthday!! you're finally 17 now!! are you feeling it yet or does it still feel unreal? you're probably 18 on the internet and i wanna know, are you still on twitter?!! is your name still mari..? or you have quit using social media..? are you a stray kids fan? and wellll do you remember nabi?!! are you still friends with her, tomorrow is her birthday and she's turning 22!! haha it's oct 8, hmm she must be 24 for you already..? are you still friends with nabi, do you both still talk? ah, I hope so! are you over shio... i am not, i still like him alot and i love him so much but sigh, i can't rly do anything about it and uhm.. are you still into skz..? do you remember freya, sahi, jay, samu, maisie, mari (the other one!! iinosji), rysa, shaaz and lana? ohh and is nabi still with lana, ha they're so cute.... and well did you get good marks in matric!! i rly hope so :(( im disappointed with my 9th first term results but i sincerely hoped you got good marks in both 9 and 10.. are you into college by now? i think you would be but i hope you're happy doing what you are :0 how are inara and irha doing..? is azlan close to you? how about inara and irha.. is minahil and hadi doing okay, is she in uni?? how about mehdi... did his matric go good? hm, i hope you're happy doing what you are and i hope you didn't disappoint your past self... i love you! and i hope you're really happy currently :(( ilysmmm!! this is a gift from your past self to the 17 year old ana aka 18 year old mari <3 hm btw are you still into skz? did you get the 1 year minsung selca hahahs.. how about the skz record player? do you still like minsung :( is mama... better with her cheating and all that ****? is papa okay, i love him even if he's kinda eh too angry but god i hope you're very very happy ilysm and i hope you're doing good!! hug from 14 (soon to be 15) year old mariana <3 ilysm, you're loved and um. is palwasha still friends with you? is ur silly friend group still alive 😿 i hope it is!! patiently waiting for your answer mwah ily . nd yeah idk how im doing but i hope you're better than whatever i am feeling rn ily