A letter from Oct 07, 2023

Dear Future Me, How are you doing? Eating well?Are you sleeping enough? Did you adjusted to your sleeping routine? I'm not doing so well...I entered the college 3 months ago and still struggling to fit in. I know fitting in is not my thing, but sometimes I wish if could do that so that I don't feel left out. Turgenev joined my class 2 days ago. First I thought it might be ok since I know him better. But my imaginations are taking form. Devika is trying to flirt with him and I can't stand watching it. But I will be alright, atleast I trust him enough. Mom and dad- just as usual. Silli fight, shouting...etc. I want to get out of this house. And our gold fish,there are healthy too. I'm not sure whether they are happy or not. I did not even have the perfect environment they need. What will be their state in the future,I wonder. I'm sending this letter from 3 years back. I hope your are so much better than me in every aspects. I will make sure you will because I'm trying to improve myself. You have to be the woman I aspire for. But don't worry , don't rush. Take your time and enjoy the present. Don't forget to take care of yourself 😘.lots of love From myself