Did you win the lottery ?

Dear Future N, Right now you are obsessed with the idea of winning the lottery. You are playing diligently every week. You are convinced that you are going to win the jackpot before the year ends. For your sake, I hope you really did win and actualised your dreams. Right now you’re kind of stuck in a rut. The idea of going back to that dead-end job is depressing. The only way out is winning the lottery ! LOL . The odds are slim to impossible but I am holding out hope like I have always done in times of despair. And for the things I wanted with all my heart, they came to fruition. I really want this. I need this. So, God, or universe, please turn the odds in my favour. It would be great if I win before my birthday which is coming up in three weeks !