A letter from Oct 04, 2023

Dear Future me, happy birthday (sana in heaven), sana wala ng nangbubully sa'tin even tho it'll be impossible. Why do we have to be pretty to be treated in a good way Iike y'know? hays sana makarating 'to sa'yo ng patay kana oh **** sino makakabasa nito pag patay kana? I wonder who.. anyways don't take care of yourself not until you're pretty, cause what's the point of living if you're not pretty? Nowadays you have to be pretty and what if you're not? Just kys no one will care naman eh we're not good at anything naman so it'll be alr. I hope ate Yana will be happy in that time, I hope Quincy has found her love and will be happy at all time, I hope kuya kiel is doing great in his studies and will be loyal to anyone he's in a relationship with, I hope mommy don't have to be in abroad to make money I hope she'll be so happy, I hope dad is happy right there and so is everyone I know, yes, even my bullies. And for you if you're still alive (I HOPE NOT OMG) and found the reason to live, I hope no one and I mean it NO ONE will destroy the reason to live cause I don't want you to be in the same situation as me and I don't want anyone else to be in my situation right now. I hope you'll have many money HEHEHEHE oh and enjoy you're birthday WITH YOUR OWN PLANS not mom's not dad's and not ANYONE cause I'll be **** ******** my pants if it's not you're own plan hmm I wonder how you and kc is doing (WOW ELLE HA SI KC PARIN HANGGANG DITO) HEHEHEHDUDUEHHE hm I hope he didn't hurt you cause if he did I'LL KICK HIS *** anyways that's it I don't have anything else to say and for the last time from this time (10/04/23) happy birthday! :)