A letter from Oct 02, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Life sure is unfair. I’ve loved too much thinking that it would keep a man but it didn’t. Have learnt a lot of lessons and realizations. I’m happy yet I’m so very sad. I’m happy because I finally gave up and have accepted the fact that the person I gave my love to doesn’t love me anymore; I have accepted the fact that no amount of love can keep a man if he doesn’t want to be kept. I’m happy that I came to realize my worth and staying in that unhealthy and toxic relationship will drag me down into the bottom. On the other hand, I’m sad because of my son, I’ve promised him that he’d never live his life without a dad and yet here he is now, it’s just me and him. Its so very painful feeling and I hope one day when he gets older, he’d understand all the reasons why. I am hoping that you my future self is doing better now. Are you happy? Be happy and I hope you are not hurting anymore. Keep going. ♥️ Love, Jonah 2023