A letter from Sep 27, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey its 2023 now 27 september im 15 in a pre soucot vacation im in kita yud im doing well rn i just have to know how to stop this addiction of fap and focus on being happy and be happy in my head more and more and know thats everything is in my head and life is good and i have to be thanksfull thats im alive.... tnks god. anyway its 6 nonth thats i didnt smoked vape, i hope to get to 1 years and then maybe im going to resmoke after a long time just to prove myself thats im not addicted to this because the only addiction i got rn is fp and im tryng to stop this i even did 16 day nofap and i think this is my score of all time rn and i hope to stop for ever.i have watched this week and recently; john wick 4/ taxi driver/ shazam 2 fury of god, this wasnt my fav movie or something but just some i watched recantly, but for now my favs movie are; orphan 1 2009/ midsommar/ interstaller. orphan is my fav movie of all, midsommar is my horror movie fav of all and intersttaler is the most beutifull movie i ever watched.anyways.... i have to talk more and have more issue to talk about and be more open and talk to girl openly and stop ingoring some. my plan and hope for when im going to be an adult or just more adult in my head are; i hope to do a really nice thing in the army like golani or kfir or something like this, and after this become a sergent or something and keep going in millitery as a job and creer in my life [keva] and if not in the army so in a security job or whatever associed. for now my fav mousic are; where is my mind/ blinding light arabic/ iterstteler piano/ highway to hell ac dc/ and more...