A letter from Sep 21, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Well, I hope this reaches you (which means I hope you're still alive) because right now I barely can. Things are really tough right now and it keeps me breaking down. But, I hope you are doing well and hanging well (not literally tho). I hope you're happy, but it's okay if you're still not. But I hope that some days are better for you. I hope you now can find the good things in life. I wrote this letter because I wanted to say that you don't have to be sorry for me whatever your choice will be. I know whatever your decision is, it is the best for yourself. I've been happy, the happiest, but you don't have to keep something I treasured or my dream, when it is no longer good for you. Time goes by and I change every time. What I want right now, might not be want you want anymore. And that's okay. I know I'm scared of change, but we have to embrace it for the better. Change is scary, but also staying the same. I hope your heart right now is filled. I hope you're doing okay. I hope you're living your life to the fullest. You might not want to listen from anything here when you're feeling intense emotions. But I entrust us in you. You don't have to heal me or heal the younger version of you. Heal yourself and I trust you that every decision you will make is the best for you. - Your past self