A letter from Sep 21, 2023

Dear FutureMe, EIGHTEEN?!?!!? OMG we're so old now. Jk, but still. hope you did something illegal, (not too illegal ofc), and made some good memories. and if you ever feel like you wasted your teen years, i'm here to tell you that we didn't. I am having lots of fun, and enjoying myself. I hope we got on T!! and top surgery but i understand if thats gonna take awhile. i keep convincing my self that theyre gonna make a bottom surgery that is perfect, so hopefully they've made that lol. are we ace? aroace??? Aro??????? or are we just kinda weirded out by our body. i hate calling it 'our' body but ik its gonna be weird if i don't for you. i wrote so much in this letter compared to the others. OMIGOSH I JUST REALIZED WE'RE GRADUATING THIS YEAR AUGYWOIUFPIUQgpduia{oufcgapIUH did we get at least mostly A's??? i don't really care about whether or not we're valedictorian, but i want A'S. oh an i hope we got on the honor roll at least once. :) wouldn't it be funny if i died tomorrow and you never got to see this? nvm that makes me think too hard. you'll probably want to remember things from now just so we don't forget everything like always lol. its a Wednesday today, and i SHOULD be doing homework, but i procrastinated it too long and now its after 9pm so its too late. but since im staying up later anyway i guess i could do it then... maybe. oh well lol. OH WHAT IS MARSHALL LIKE?? he has fully formed thoughts now??? he's aware of his existence????? that must be weird. he's a little demon right now, just like we were. he'd be 9 turning ten the year you get this. woah. grade 5. don't leave him please. make sure to spend time with him, and don't yell at him. you're basically an adult. its scary for him. anyways, i hope dad is doing well, and mom and melissa too. maybe we're rich??? omg that would be so cool. oh and the time loop code is 'apricots on a Monday'. cool. i wanna keep writing for forevvverrrrr. if you're depressed right now, please text jaydyn. or someone you trust. or mom. don't ghost everyone. please. i want to live. do it for me. go outside, pick up laundry, draw, read a book, clean something, learn how to make guitars using only youtube, idk, just do something. get a slushy. those are good. oh and did we get to do uni? did we become a pilot? or an engineer? what about a firefighter? or a doctor? maybe a phycologist? starbucks barista?? starbucks manager??? CEO?????bye bye now!!!1!!1!!!! love, me <3