A letter from Sep 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I'm currently in a dark place it seems like everything is falling apart it's really unbearable feels like all my efforts were worth nothing my dreams and hopes are shattered and I'm just standing there incapable of doing anything. I'm furious and I feel like I betrayed you Lina I'm so sorry we're still that kid who was too good for the world that kid deserves peace and happiness at last and I betrayed her . I hope everything is working out now and please don't give up on us on yourself you were always a dreamer it's time to make it reality I don't know what's your current state if u were able to move on if you're having fun if you're suffering but please do not give up I wanna give up now I'm not one to talk but I hope when this letter finds u you'll be stronger and never put your hands down we both know u have no one to count on wether u like it or not your family is selfish in many ways so if u don't do it for the sake of us no one will and we'll be stuck in sadness and depression with no way out I hope that the future will treat us good although the past had nothing but heartaches disappointments and sufferances that nobody sees and nobody understands but the three of us and we'll always keep it btw us until we die which I hope we'll be after we lived the life we deserve much love from your soon to be 18 yo Lina. I'm so sorry. Love u I hope u love me back although I screwed up. ❤️