A letter from Sep 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi I hope you are in good health and that you are in good terms with dad and siblings (if not, fix it. Don't ever lose dad or your siblings. Make the first move and make things good. I'm just talking in case some feud occured which I hope not). It's been only 3 months since mom passed away, I'm doing alright despite the grief sobhanallah. I eat well and I'm swimming regularly but I'm so so lost when it comes to my career and relationships. I don't know if you're married dear future self, do we have children, omg just the thought of it makes me tear up. Did we make it in the Creative Writing field? Or am I a teacher? Or are we doing both? (Y'a Allah I'm making Duaa everyday for myself and for my family) l. Dear future self, if you are still not married and still trying to figure things out, it's ok. I promise, no pressure. Most important thing is that you keep praying, please try to memorize Quran it's mom's biggest wish. And also travel, just travel, it doesn't matter to where ... Take any opportunity that comes your way. I hope you are not facing any financial or health issues (اللهم اني أسألك العفو و العافية) if you are, stay strong and keep believing in Allah (كل مصيبة ترفعك درجات عند الله). If you are healthy and have enough money to eat, be so so grateful يا الله لك الحمد حتى ترضى. But if this email is sent and I'm dead, whoever reads this email, I beg you to make a lot of Duaa for me أدعو لي بالرحمة كثيرا. Dear future self إن الله معنا