A letter from Sep 08, 2023 to future me

Questions i have for future me: 1. Are we still dating Caiden? (i hope so) 2. Are we pretty yet? 3. Do we have the body we want? 4. Did we find a good sense of style? 5. Are we not messy anymore? 6. Are we getting good grades? 7. Did we join the competition team? 8. What belt are we in martial arts, and how many perfects have we gotten? 9. Did we get a job yet? 10. Do we have the room you want Things I hope for in the future: I hope i'm still dating Caiden, and i hope we're pretty and people understand me and i hope we stood up for are opinion, i hope me and mom have the same relationship we did when i was 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. Apologies i have for people and why: 1. Mom and Dad, i know i wasn't they daughter you guys wanted and i know it's hard to take care of me and i'm sorry i'm messy but when i'm 18 i'll be out of your guys way and you want have to get wrinkles over stressing about me. 2. Nana and Papa, i'm sorry if i had a different opinion on things, and i'm sorry if i was "boy crazy" or if i wasn't the nice, sweet, and caring granddaughter you guys wanted, but you still have Marleigh to put your faith into just don't let her be like me... 3. Marleigh (pig), i'm sorry if i called you fat or when i'd play beat you up, and i'm sorry if i ever did anything else to hurt you. 4. Dax, i'm sorry that i was the hard-to-deal with sibling and if i ever beat you up. 5. Myself i'm sorry if i ever not ate because i thought you were fat and i'm sorry if i ever ruined a relationship for you. Hope we're eating now and we're "happy"