A letter from Sep 08, 2023

Dear FutureMe, This is what I was thinking years back. okay so listen me out. I am 20. and I love freedom. whether it's financial or societal. right now, what i understand about myself is that I love experiencing the different aspects or activities happeining in the world, and exploring different things on regular basis. my interests have been changing forever, and i want to keep them alive. But now as I am growing I realize my responsiblities, to earn for the family. and to provide. now i have some purposes that I want to fulfill, but I doubt that those are too unreal. I want to keep my expectations as real as I can. so here I will state those purposes, and why I doubt those seem kinda unreal. I expect you to help me figure it out. so what I hear people say is focus on building wealth and not short term money. and I understand why they say that. But my purpose of life is to earn money as soon as possible, and then to buy time and freedom from that earned money but as soon as possible, because then I want enough time to explore the world. And do a lot of physical activities. I want to play football, do different types of martial arts, go around different cities, try different businesses, go on a night drive or just spend time with my loved ones. but the thing i stated in the start makes me feel that its kinda impossible to achieve it. but i kinda wish I gain financial freedom as soon as possible, maybe in my 20s only.