A letter from Sep 05, 2023

hi gels, how are you? are youu good? how's school? HAHAHAHA daming questions e noh. haaayz here nanaman me to make a litol rant to u hehehehehe hoping na by the time you read this you are feeling the complete opposite of what you're feeling as you wrote this. Anyway, yun nga classes had already begin tapos i feel soooo left out, like I was really excited to go to school na kaso now gusto ko nalang bumalik sa hyperbabies where I felt most welcomed. I don't feel smart na tulad ng sabi nila dati, I feel like **** honestly. Grabe pati mga quizzes na pwede ko naman makita mga answers sa textbook di ko nap-perfect pero ayun tamang gaslight nalang sa sarili na open na ako for mistakes kahit na inis na inis sa 8/10, 9/10 di naman ako grade conscious nung junior high siguro kase I have my friends na like maswitch ko yung focus ko towards them instead of just sulking about some mistakes sa mga quizzes. Ay uy! tsaka girl wala kang boyfriend ngayon pero sana naman pag binabasa mo to tas wala ka parin nun e di ka na masyado nagsasanaol sa iba kase kontento ko sa kung anong meron ka pero kung meron naman huyyyyy omg ka sis!!!! congrats!!!! kimi lang sis, ikaw ha tatanga tanga ka pa naman, tingin tingin teh kung redflag ba yan wag ka magpapabulag sa mga salita dapat may effort HAHAHAHHA nuh ba yan bat bf ba pinagsasasabi ko dito. Katatapos ko lang pala mag answer ng assignment sa EALS, anim yon pero done na ikaw sa apat pero at the sae time bothered ka bat mo minadali pag answer baka itatackle pa yun ng teacher nyo bukas tapos natapos ka na with errors pa, meanwhile, ang mga classmates mo after class pa mag answer tapos ma perfect na nila oh diba overthink ka nanaman ng kahit di naman dapat, you've become obsessed with being the top sa class nanaman and you're furious kasi di ka nabibigyan spotlight ng teachers mo. But I hope you change na ha, if not I know you're trying. A little reminder lang na dont be too hard on yourself, your mistakes doesn't define you HAHAHA oo na corny na, cliche na pero that's a reality, that's the truth. If you reached your goal, Congrats! I'm proud of you! But if not, still, Congrats! I know you did everything that you can, yun palang ikaw na winner e HAHAHHA love yourself more uy! happy ako kase you are really trying your best to help others pero sana naman may boundaries na ikaw by the time na ginaread mo ito ha? don't let people take advantage of your kindness. Well, to end this letter do me a favor hehe nagc-crave kasi ako ng icecream ngayon pero you know tight budget need magtipid that's why pag nabasa mo to buy ka icecream kahit anong flavor tapos buy ka rin snacks ang nasa isip ko now is cake, donuts, sweets HAHAHAHA ikaw na bahala basta treat yourself ha! I love you, Gelay! your little u loves u very muchieee!! write ikaw another letter pagnabasa mo to please HAHAHHA yun lang, balik na ako sa ginagawa ko. TAKE CARE!! <<333