A letter from Sep 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, it is 11:38pm as you type this. when you read this, you would have already graduated university. i wonder what you are up to these days. did you change your life? are you living in brisbane still? i hope you're somewhere else, for the sake of present you. today was my first day of an internship, and i'm glad i took it on ultimately. remember when you had doubts about it? i believe everything is supposed to happen for a reason, most times. if it didn't work out, then something better was waiting for you in the end. the universe works in the strangest of ways, but i believe it always wants what's best for you, ultimately. does somebody love you the way you want now? does it still matter to you, when you're reading this? have you found peace with the fact that maybe, you weren't meant for romantic love? a lot can happen in 3 years. have you finally gotten the tattoos you wanted? it's strange though, as much as i yearn to be loved and held, when i picture my future, i only see myself in it. i see myself in it, silver and bright and metal-edged. wherever you are, whoever you're with, you're meant to be exactly where you are. Love always, h