A letter from Sep 02, 2023

I just finished crying,, After two months, two years will pass since I knew him, This pain will not end, please my dear future did I done with it?, I want you to say yes but I do not at the same time, this hurts me too much and no one can understand it, no one even hears me, Hiba has become not responding to my messages and this hurts me too much also, because the reasons are illogical I just have great curiosity towards my future self, I want to become the best version of myself, but I am tired of moving, this world needs someone sharp and strong but I am not, I do not know what Happens , but even if I do not make anything proud of me, please don't hate me, I had enough