A letter from Sep 02, 2023

To my dearest future, ella! How's life?? Is it still hard? Naka graduate naba from senior high? I'm asking a lot of questions kase right now, you love answering questions, impromptu things, etc. Hun, musta na? Kaya pa? I hope we're in a better shape, better mindset, better body!! If not, we can always try next timeeeee!! Bebe, i know it's hard and you might feel like there's no light in the end of the tunnel.. but I'm assuring you, there is sunshine after the storm :')) Do you still love writing? Reading novels, romance, horror, thriller, sci-fic, fictional? Or are you into academics? Musta academics pala? Ngayon, 21st century ako nahihirapan HAHAHAHAAHAHH omggg ang hiraaaaaap!! Pero sir b. is a great and jolly teacher naman!! Ngayon, crush ko nga isa sa mga estudyante nya eh (HUY!!) Keme lang sisssy!!! The date today is September 2, 2023 and it's currently 7:12 pm as i am writing it. Mag eeighteen na tayo!! How does it feel?? I am very excited talagaaaaaa. Love, mahirap?? Super ba.. hehehe I'm sorry if i can't be of help since i am from your past pero i hope it is worth the money, patience, idea, sweat, sleepless night (kase alam kong di ka mahilig matulog tuwing may ganito HAHAHAHAHAHA i am your past self kahit papano!), Frustrations, exhaustion, and anxiety! Do we still adore the color pink, purple, and blue? Are we still mesmerized by the gradient pastel colors? Hmmm.. i could say na my mind did not grow a bit hahahahaha from the a first year junior high, pandemic, to a grade 10 student! How stressful is that? Hahahhaaha we'll strive harder to live, loveee!! Kakayaninn!! Totga talaga natin yung pagiging doctor, 'no? As of now humss student ako and I'll be pursuing.. either a being psychologist or a lawyer! Vice Mayor ng carullo!! I lack competitive spirit hayy.. All i do is rely, rely, rely.. kaya talaga di ako up for leading task!! Pero, hayaan mo, I'll do my best and make a record of myself! I'll be joining a lot, voicing out a lot, and be competitive! Thank you, future self! I hope we'll be something more promising in the future. Past ella is so proud of you either way!! This little kid, little ella, is still within you! Although, only a part of a memory, she's still there.. i am still there. I'll be guiding and helping you be better. I love you, big kid!! Let's live and strive for the best! Yours truly, Ella